Tuesday, March 31, 2009
I wish March had only 30 days
I have put off posting all day today because I am blue and I just didn't want to come here in that mood.
But I had no choice since it's the LAST day of BloMo.
So here I am, doing a half assed lameo post about nothing good, just so that I can fulfill my blomo obligations.
My neighbor who I love of whom I have spoken in the past moved out today. I am going to miss her very much. My lease renewal paperwork just came and I have come to realize that I don't want to live in Raleigh anymore but I cannot afford to move so I am essentially trapped.
I don't do trapped well.
Things I am hoping for don't seem to be coming to fruition either.
That "something's coming" feeling that I'd been having has been kinda replaced by a feeling of stuck in limbo. And that sucks. And not in a good way.
So I hate to leave this super positive month on this horribly down note, but I just can't help it. Sorry.
Maybe it's an early April fool's joke and tomorrow life will not suck again :)
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Sorry you're feeling bad. I hope everything goes better today!