Monday, September 28, 2009
times when I should keep my mouth shut...
So I kinda had a bad day. Ok, no kinda about it. Other than my dentist visit which revealed no cavities even after it's been 18 months since I had a cleaning due to no dental insurance...
But yeah, something I did, with the best intentions, ended up hurting someone I liked. Yes, he had culpability in the whole scenario, but it shouldn't have turned out how it did, plain and simple.
SO I keep telling myself it's not my fault, he made the choices he made. But I still feel like shit.
So I had a few glasses of wine. And then I shared more than I should have about a completely different topic with someone who probably wasn't ready to hear what I had to say.
So really , I would like to turn back time and add some duct tape to my mouth. Can this be arranged?
Monday, September 21, 2009
what can I say?
I know I totally have neglected this for way too long. But my life has pretty much become just a bunch of stuff I don't/won't/can't put out there for the whole interwebs to read so I've just avoided writing anything.
I hate this too. So much going on, yet nothing to share. But I have to say I've been blessed with some very amazing friends who have lent their ears through it all. I don' t know what I would have done without them.
Here's hoping that soon enough the drama will be gone, and all that's left will be good and I'll be back to posting regularly :)
So let's see what else? I have a doctor's appointment for my sinus infection AGAIN. I have failed 3 different courses of antibiotics. I'm not a happy camper about failing the last one either, because that was a $50 copay! At least I have health insurance though, so I guess I can't complain THAT much! I also have been bruising wicked easily- I currently have 2 finger marks on my arm just from where I gave my arm to a patient to help the patient sit up. It's not like they squeezed super hard or anything, I just bruised. I have so many on my legs you'd think I was taking a hammer to them. So I think I need some bloodwork done for that. I'm sure it's nothing, if anything my body is just angry from having this stupid infection for so long, but I still think I want some peace of mind.
So in good news, fall tv season is starting! Tonight is House and I'm insanely excited :) There are a bunch of shows I plan on giving a try this season, I wonder how many I'll last with through October. I am getting WAY psyched for Lost, even though that's still a ways away. ABC seems to be doing some Lost school for dorks, at Lostuniversity.com which I will be enrolling in. That should keep me busy til it returns in January. I really want the LU hoodie for Christmas- I love that the school mascot is a polar bear.
Well I guess that's about it. Maybe till life gets more open again, I'll keep this blog about tv shows that I watch :) Perhaps I'll give a review of House tomorrow :) Till next time...